I really mean it. I hope you listen to what my heart says.

P.S. Can`t I just have you?
(:

visit the `lil sistah (;

Assalamualaikum dan Salam Satu Dunia people :')

Ecewah kau Ima, siap nak salam satu dunia lagi kau kan? :F Today is Sunday && tomorrow`s Monday. I bet there`s people out there yang panjangggggggg je muncungnya. Hehe. Because tomorrow`s working day peopleee. So get yourself prepared okay?

Yesterday i met my youngest sistah at her hostel. She called me yesterday evening to remind me,

she: Ahn Nyeoung Seh Yo ! :D * i heard her giggles.
me: ya ya Ahn Nyeong ! :P Nak ima datang pukul bape ni?
she: Urmm. Ima datang jap lagy dalam pukul 4.30pm bole tak?
me: Ha okayy. Lagy 5 minit ima sampai. Tunggu kat bawah yea.
she: Okayy. Saranghaeyo !
me: Lurve ya too. Bye !

*Her school is actually 5minutes driving from our home. She entered the school is because of no one will care about her. I mean, there`s no one at home to look after her. At home only have my dad & my bros only. At that time, i was busy with college thingy. Not that frequent going back home ya knowwww. *

So i met her yesterday at her hostel. I lend her my MP4 for her to listen. Because it`s weekend kan. Let she has something for entertainment. Auwwww nice sister she got right :') *watevah. Then she remind me again.

she: Ima esok datang lagy tau.
me: What time do you want me to come?
she: Around this time jelaa.
me: Call me. Takut ima lupa :P
she: Yelaa. Please bring Big Apple for me? *puppyeyes*
me: Big Apple? Nak epal merah atau hijau? ahahhahahaa :F
she: Ima jahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatt !
me & her laughinggggggg :D

Just now around 3.15pm, i went to Jusco Bandaraya Melaka to buy her J.Co. It`s too crowded if i wanna go & buy Big Apple. Because it is at the Banda Hilir town. && There were loadssss of cars. Tak sanggup ! After i grabbed her J.Co donnuts, i went to the supermarket and bought 3 bottles of Yogurt drink. Actually, they got promotion for that. So i was like WAAAAHHH BOLEH DAPAT BANYAK DENGAN SEPULUH RINGGIT? :D <----- mulut ternganga tau :P I bought and rushed to the car. It is so crowded. The car park also full ya knoww. Damn~


Later, i reached her place around 4.20pm and headed to the guard house.

me: Nak panggil Farah Wahida bole tak?
guard: *using microphone* DIMINTA PELAJAR YANG BERNAMA FARAH WAHIDA BERJUMPA DENGAN PENjAGANYA SEKARANG. ULANG SUARA bla bla bla.

She walked behind me and hugged me from the back. Auwwwww. She missed me :') *padahal aku perasan :P*


she: Ingatkan orang lain sebab macam tinggi semacam jek!
me: Hello. Your sister ni tall jugak okayy.
she: ahaha. You look beautiful today.
me: Errrr. You want me to belanja you or you wanna some money?
she: Syiling pon boleyy. Hahhaa. Kiddin`


So, she ate the donnuts, drink the yogurt drink and have chit chat with her for a while. Then i went back :)

See? I can snap photo with donnut in my hand :P

Ngauuuum.

Yogurt Drinks.
threesome.
Awesome >3

Yea. We pretty much the same kan?
Macam kawan je. Padahal adik beradik.
She`s taller than me BTW.

peace yawww.

Miss ya sis.
Can`t wait for u to come home.
Take care.
ily.






Toodles people.
Take a good care of yourselves as so many acid splashers cases nowadays.
buhbyeeee.

wishlist perhaps.

Happy Saturday people :') Auuww. Isn`t it beautiful day because it`s weekend yaww ! haha :D To those who is working, it`s so damn confirm you like Saturday kan? :P So like me, i`m not working yet. Just finish my practicum and currently thesis submission progress. Wish me luck yea (: *appreciate that. Weeee :P

Okay. Yeaa. Actually i wanna share something here. It`s not some brand new items or damn HOT news or what. It`s just about my favourite stuff jeh ponnnnn. Heee. Favourite stuff A.K.A Wishlist. Cewah gitewwwwww *ok. gedik.

I`m sorry if this entry is full with loadsssss of pictures tau ! Ok. I`ve warned you there. See. Read again. I`ve WARNED youu. haha. Pretty scary. Auuwwww. Ok zassss !

Let the pictures speakkkk beybehh ! :D

Yea. I`m soooooo into accesorries. And one of them is necklace :') I`ve some right now. Still collecting. So you gurls out there. If you wanna give necklace,
give it to me yaw ! *peace :P

Ok. Second one. Pretty much in the same category which is Accessories (:
The Ring.
No no. Not the ghost story tau ! hehe. This one is awesome one.
Awesome rings beybehh (:


&& Oh oh. I like the first and second ring okay !
:D

Next is one of the gadget. It`s damn pwettyyy.
Does anybody wanna give this on my burpday? Oh i mean birthday?
:P
Ok ima. just get it yourselves will you?
yeaaa rite.

Okay this one is quite impossible to have it. So i just pretend that i can buy and wear them lah kan. If i`m not mistaken, this one is Louboutin. i`ll check again (:
Yea. Quite bling bling huh? But it is like soooooo
G.L.A.M.O.U.R.O.U.S dude !
*wink.

This pair of wedges seems so nice. I really into it when i saw it at my first glance.
Can you just imagine me wearing that?
MaiGod !
*faint.

And and the best part is,
I`m like HAVE ALL OF THEM and and
put them in one exclusive room for shoes only !
See this picture down here :')

Nice huh? That`s why i said earlier.
It`s getting crazier and infinity :P
(okay when did you mentioned that Ima?)
*ahaks.



Okay girls. Ready for the last shot?





Scroll down a `lil bit pleaseeeeee.

Taraaaaaaaa !
I put all of them accordingly.
wink wink.
What a dream huh?
Hey it`s okay. Sometimes dream comes true right?
Just believe it. You never know the future.






crossing fingers.






Toddles babe.
Hugss.

When my mind tends to be carried away.

Read the statement up there.








What do you think? Do you agree with that?


















No it`s okay. Just keep the answer to yourself.















It just came across to my mind. && All i ever think of is him. I always asked to myself, if it happens to you, do you really think you are strong enough to face it? You said that he means the world to you. But he didn`t feel that you meant anything to him. How`s that? Urgh. The statement makes my eyes watery :'( I just can`t stand. I had enough. I`d faced so many challenges since last year. I had stand with my own two bare foot ! I ignore all sayings ! People`s rumors i heard, i faced it alone. What else? Don`t take him too can you? Even now, hurmmm. Maybe it is the time i have to move on. And i mean ALONE. Previous years, when i was in college, i had someone to share my stories with. Arghhh. They do not need anymore. I`m nothing. I believe that people do come and go. SOMEONE LEAVES FOOTPRINT IN YOUR HEART WHILE THE REST LEAVES FOOTPRINT ON YOUR FACE ! Just remember that. Some will love you and some will hate you. Bare in mind, you just can`t pleased everyone. You just do what you have to do. I really really hope that i have a bright future. I really hope that i will get a better life more than i have now. I really appreciate people around me that always support me whenever i`m down. But i always remember, i cannot rely on people. I must be independent person and i WILL make changes from now on. I will be a better person than now. I hope so. Amin Ya Rabbal Ala min..







I`ve read through all messages on facebook. Each and every time my eyes stops at his name, i wonder, did he ever think of me? did he miss me? and what i did was smiling (: Even though i may not know, but at least i know that myself does. I hope you are in good health condition. Sorry if my attitude annoys you. && Sorry if you ever think that i`m that bored. Because i know that i`m not that attractive and interesting. Take care.

Sweetie Pie (:

Nothing much that I can say here. Just wanna update my blog je. Weehoooo. Timah tertipu? Bluwekkkk :P Actually it`s already 1.33 am. 16th may 2011. What do you aspect kan? Pagy-pagy buta kot! Hee. So, he`s already asleep. Dah taktau nak buli sape dah. Agaknya dia dah sampai London dah ! Hikss. We texted each other just now,


him: Dah makan tak?
me: suda suda (: Awaakk, nak tanya ni..
him: Apa dia?
me: Awk rindu kita tak? <------ STRAIGHT TO THE POINT ! HAHAA :P
him: Rindu macam mana tu? HEHEHEHE <----- Dia yang taip macam ni eh. Bukan aku yang tambah :P
me: Yela. Tak rindu la tu kan? Dah takpe takpe. Macam ni eh sekarang. Takpe !
him: HAHHHAHAHA.

*Jahat ke tak jahat? haha! Lepas tu terus change topic. Nampak sangat dia tak rindu aku. Cis kek betul ! :P*

Dah biasa dah. Kitorang memang macam ni. Suka nak mengusik ! Miss you :')

It`s been a loooooooooooooooong time I haven`t seen him tau. Kesian aku kan? Tula. Apa nak buat. Duduk berjauhan ! :P I was so touched with his attitude. He is a protective man. And SWEET ! Auwwwwwwwww. AWAK, KITA PUJI AWAK NI :D haha! Yeah rite. Like he reads my blog kan! Ok. Back to the story, during last time, when we go out together, he never missed to buy me lollipop. Weeeee! Ala lollipop yang Chupa Chupp tu ((: If you can`t recall, scroll down..





Haa this one lah ! (: He knows that I kinda sweet tooth person. Kenapa ada 'kinda'? Because I will eat according to my mood. So in my handbag, there will be sweets, chocs or even gummies (: So that one day, we went to the Curve, because he said he wanna buy something for his dad. Okayy. We entered Watson. I only bought mineral water if i`m not mistaken, then i said to him 'Nak jalan kat luar jap eh' He said 'Okay'. Then few moments, he was out from that store and was looking for me. I like to mengusik dia. So I hide myself somewhere. I menyorok belakang tiang ! Hahaha. Then dari jauh dia cekak pinggang suruh keluar. Haha! Fahneyyy :F


him: Nak menyorok eh? Tinggalkan kat sini kangg.
me: hahahhaha ! Aloloo. yela yela. main- main jelaaa (: dah dapat cari barang tu?
him: sudah (: jom?
me: okayy jom gi Vincci jap !
him: ehh. alamak. Jap jap !
me: asal?
him: tunggu sini jap eh. *he was running back to Watson*
me: *waiting for him sambil jalan perlahan-lahan cuci mata :P *
him: *he walks beside me and said* Nahh untuk awak.. *giving lollipops to me. Two lollipops.
me: huh? ape ni?
him: Laa lollipop laa.
me: Yela. mmgla lollipop. asal beli. susah-susah jela. Eiiiiii !
him: hehehee *sengih* nah amekla. satu makan, satu simpan ye (:
me: Auuuuuwwwww. Thanksssss tauuuuuuu ! *apa lagy. senyum kambeng la aku kan*

Really miss that moment :'( Nak jumpa dia susah kot. Mengalahkan artis ! Haha :D Hoping u`re fine there. Sweet Dream, Sleep tight yea? (:

p/s: wanna know why i posted this entry eh? because i looked through my piccas just now and accidently looked at his pic. Haa. Kan dah jiwang lebeyy ! :D




Much Love//
Imazara Hapiz

Too Young To Marry.

At this particular time, it`s actually past my bedtime. I usually sleep around 12am. And the time now is err 12.40am. Can still considered around 12 is it? :P I think, i never posted anything about marriage right? Or am i wrong? If I`m not mistaken, i never post any. I only posted about friends, about school, loads of work, about argument with besties, about datings and bla bla. Right? Something leads me to mumble about marriage. As I`ve been exposed with so many stories. Sometimes i get to know the stories by watching movies, reading novels, articles from news papers and so on. But this time, i heard so many things about relatives, mum`s friends and etc. And YES. They were all about marriage thingy. I just wondered and always asked to myself,

- Is that hard to stay in a marriage?
- BoyF/GirlF thingy is the same as Wife/Husband thingy?
- What else you want if you have married, you got your job, you have your own family, what else you want?
- The list goes on..

When i was at my auntie`s house, i listened to her story. I hope you take this as 'Iktibar'. It`s not that I told nothing good. I just wanna share. That`s all.

Apa nak jadi tu? Kalau perkahwinan dah bergolak. Isteri mengandung. Suami buat tak endah je. Bila si isteri ajak balek umah mak, bukan main liat lagy. Tarik muka bukan main panjang lagy. Bila dah masuk kereta, dah mulakan perjalanan, singgah sana jap. singgah situ jap. Padahal mak mertua dah panjang-panjang leher mencari, 'Manalah anak aku dengan laki dia ni? Dah sampai mana dah agaknya?' .Bila si suami nak balek umah mak dia, bukan main laju. Cepat jek nak sampai. Tak payah singgah mana-mana. Yang penting, nak sampai cepat !

Macam mana tu? Kenapa sampai dah tak sehaluan? Masa belum kahwin, si isteri tak nampak apa-apa yang buruk lagy pasal si suami. Nampak diam je. Tunduk je. A kata isteri, A+ kata suami. Tak membantah langsung. Tapi sekarang? Susah sangat ke nak sayang isteri? Si isteri tu tengah sarat mengandung. Dah 6 bulan dah. Bila isteri nak balek kampung, si suami buat tak reti je. Si isteri dengan perut boyot tu jugakla tengok mak dia. Drive sendiri. Tiga, empat jam pun takpe. Demi ibu tercinta. Salah ke si suami tu tolong bawakkan isteri tu? Bukan ke mana pon. Ke rumah mertua awak jugak kan? Perlu ke nak berkira bila hidup bersama?

Banyak lagy perkara yang terjadi. Isteri dah lipat kain baju elok-elok, si suami sepak balek baju yang dah lipat tu, pastu suruh isteri dia lipat balek. Apa benda tu? Tu ke caranya nak tunjuk kasih sayang? Apalah salahnya tolong sekali sambil-sambil tengook TV ke. Susah sangat ke? Oh susah eh? Abestu kau tak terfikir ke macam mana susahnya bila si isteri tu penat-penat balek kerja, sempat lagy nak uruskan rumah, makan minum kau, pakaian kau, basuh itu ini. Ada kau hargai? Banyak kali dia masakkan kau. Walau penat macam mana pon, sampai je rumah, terus masakkan untuk kau, kot kot lah kau lapar. Ni tak, dia dah sediakan semuanya, tinggal nak masuk mulut dan perut kau je, kau biar lauk tu tak berusik ! Lain kali dah makan kat luar, apa salahnya kau mesej atau telefon bagitahu. Susah ke?

That one is the first case. One story. I have two stories to tell. This one is the second case.

Dah ada isteri, anak tiga orang. Kau balek lewat malam. Selalu sangat tak balek. Alasan kau, OUTSTATION. Yela. Orang lain kerja, macam tak pernah outstation pulak kan? Dalam pejabat tu, kau sorang je paling sibuk. Sampai tak sempat nak jumpa isteri, anak-anak kau yang berderet tu. Tak sempatlah kan? Sebab kerja banyak sangat. KONON. Suatu hari tu, kau kantoi. Isteri kau dapat tahu, kau main kayu tiga. Dengan pelajar pulak tuh. Pelajar universiti. Isteri dia serang budak tu. Ha tahu cuakk ! Si suami tukar tempat kerja, tapi sekarang makin teruk perangainya. Tak balek rumah. Katanya ada kerja kat JB.

Ada suatu ketika tu, si suami dari JB nak ke KL, so mestila lalu melaka kan? Si isteri tinggal kat melaka. Si isteri dan anak-anak dah lama sangat tak jumpa. Berpakatlah dorang untuk jumpa kat R&R Ayer Keroh. Bukan yang Jejantas tu. Yang lagy satu tu. Nak dijadikan cerita, si isteri lambat sikit sebab beli barang-barang. Si suami teruskan perjalanan dia TANPA menunggu si isteri dan anak-anak yang dah dalam perjalanan dah pun! Salah ke kalau kau tunggu isteri kau kejap? Dahla anak-anak rindukan ayahnya. Macam ni kau layan keluarga kau. Bila dulu nak kahwin, kau kejar sampai dapat. Bila kau dah bosan, bukan nak fikir, apa sebab musabab kau bosan, tapi kau ketepikan terus keluarga kau. Apalah nak jadi..

That was the story. So what can you say about that? In life right now. I still have no idea whether i WILL get married or not. If i cannot find the right one for me, i think i wanna be single forever rather than marrying those kind of man. But my question now, can you confirmed that your choice will be the best? And is he/she will not changed forever? How will you cope that?

It`s hard facing life that full with problems right? And life with no problems feels like you`re a zombie or something. All I can say is, do your prayers, love your family, your friends. Love people as many as you can because there`s nothing much to hate actually. Unless you have problem with that person. Last but not least, be responsible of what you do, think wise before you made any decision. Nothing can change you unless you yourself.


Nite buddies. Sleep tight (:

Seharian bersama bonda.

Assalamualaikum semua. Sihat ke tak sihat? Bagusssss. Sihat semuanyaaa *Ok. syok sendiri :P

Hari ini. Satu hari aku berjalan dengan si bonda. Penat tak berapa penat jugakla. Sebab naik keta je pon. Bukan jogging or jalan kaki kan? Ok. Apa aktiviti yang kau buat tu Cik Ima? Habaq maii.. So tengah hari tadi dalam pukul 12pm, mak aku ajak gi teman dia buat kad pengenalan. Bukan apa, mak aku nak tukar alamat. Sebab dalam kad pengenalan dia sekarang ni alamat rumah lama kat JB tuh. Tu yang tadi pegyla teman dia tukar kad pengenalan.

Mula-mula tersilap. Kami pegy kat pejabat pos. Hehe. Ayah lah ! Ayah cakap 'Takpe. Kalau nak ganti alamat, kat pejabat pos pon bole.' Sekali pegy sana, dah ambil nombor giliran, dah tunggu untuk ke kaunter, dia cakap tak bole. Kena pegy Pejabat Pendaftaran jugak. Aku bawaklah mak pegy Pejabat Pendaftaran. Kat Seri Negeri Melaka ni je. Nasib baik tak ramai sangat orang.

Bila dah berurusan dengan kaunter, abang tu cakap, boleh ambil kad pengenalan tu petang. Sekarang tak bole. Kitorang dah taktau nak ke mana. Mak kata 'Jomlah kita buat facial.' Bila call tauke tu, dia cakap kedai tutup sebab sibuk dengal function apa ntah sampai ari Jumaat. Dah macam tu pulak ! Pastu idea seterusnya, aku cakap kat mak 'Mak, nak basuh keta lah. Keta kotorlah.' Mak kata Okayy. So pegy cuci keta kat Durian Daun. Ada car wash melayu. Pegy sana je. Ramai pekerja dia. Agak laju la kot? Sebelum cuci keta, singgah gerai tepi jalan jap. Mak teringin nak makan pisang goreng kat situ. Haa belikan mak kejap. Pastu baru ke tempat cuci keta tu. Ramai jugak tapi yelah. Macam aku cakap tadi, orang tu ramai pekerja, masih bole uruskan (:

Siap bagy kat pesanan kat abang tu


Me: Abang, ni seat depan ni nanti bole tolong basuh sikit tak?
Dia: Haa. Nak basuh?
Me: Ha`ah. Sebab macam ada kotor-kotor sikit. Mintak tolong abang gosok-gosok sikit kat sini. Bagy kotoran tu hilang. Bole?
Dia: Ohh. Gosok sikit-sikit tu bole la dik. Basuh tu tak boleh la. Lencun kang tak kering pulakk.
Me: Boleh bang eh? Terima Kasih (:

*sambil makan-makan pisang gorang dengan air tebu, panjang leher aku tengok ke arah MCA. takut-takut abang tu lupa nak buat pesanan aku tadi. Ceh. Padahal risau kalau-kalau MCA dikasari :P *


Dah agak-agak nak abes cuci keta tu, dandan tu jugaklah hujan. Bukan mengeluh, jauh sekali membenci. Tapi yela manusia. Kadang-kadang spontan beraksi tanpa berfikir :P

'Alaa. Dah basuh keta, hujan pulakkk.'

'Ish. Biarlah hujan. Ada cakap macam tu pulak. Ni lah manusia, tak hujan, complaint macam-macam, ni dah hujan, mengeluh pulak.'

'Hehe. Takdelah. tak kesah pon lah. Kan bagus hujan kan mak? (: '


Lepas cuci keta, agenda seterusnya nak ke rumah Mak Teh kat Ayer Molek, Melaka. Tapi nak balek umah dulu. Mak kata mak teh tak masak, jadi nak bungkuskan sikit untuk makcik. Sampai-sampai je umah makcik, dah lepas salam dia, terus gi dapur dia ambil pinggan. Lapar siott. Tadi aku keluar, aku tak jamah pape langsung. Pisang goreng dengan air tebu tulah BRUNCH aku tau. Kesian aku kan? 'Padahal sebelum pegy, mak dah lawa. Suruh makan dulu. Aku yang degil :p' Sampai je umah makcik aku terus terkam pinggan dan terus makan nasi lemak yang mak aku bawak tadi. Agak buruk siku jugaklah kan. Sebab mak bunguskan untuk makcik, tapi anak dia yang sauk dulu. Hampeh la kau ni ima ! :D

Dah abes solat dan makan (aku je. mak aku dah makan kat umah), kami pegy balek Pejabat Pendaftaran tadi untuk amek kad pengenalan baru mak aku tu. Alhamdulillah urusan sempurna je. Laju je mak aku pegy amek IC dia (: Dah amek IC, apa lagy, gerak ke Pejabag Suruhanjaya Pilihanraya lah pulakk. Tingkat 20. Sama bangunan dengan pejabat ayah aku. Ayah tingkat 19, Pejabat SPR tingkat 19. Kosong beb ! Takde orang. Sunyi je. Eh maksud aku, tak ramai pekerja. Kat kaunter ada sorang je. Bagus jugak. Tak banyak keja, nak amek ramai-ramai orang keja sana buat apa kan? Menghabehkan boghehh jo (menghabishkan beras je ! )

Selesai segala urusan. Balek umah! Jejak kaki je masuk umah, aku terus ZZzzzzzzz kat sofa. Pastu rasa panas, mamai-mamai tu, aku angkut semua barang-barang aku tadi bawak naik atas, sambung tido. ZZzzzzz. Sejam je aku dapat tido tau. Sebab akak aku yang sulung tu singgah umah lepas dia habis keja. Husband dia keja. So dia bosan duk umah sorang-sorang. Tu yang dia singgah. Rindu kami kot? :P


Ok. Bai. Wasalam.




Much Love,
Imazara Hapiz

Blush *

p/s: Usually happens to me (; He`s just to sweet until I melt :P