i swear i do.

sometimes i hate u. but sometimes i don't.
sometimes i could hate myself but sometimes i couldn't.
sometimes i should hate people around me which i shouldn't.
i'm sorry. i can't stop myself from hating people.
that is because i am an ordinary human being.
and i hope u accept me as i am.

not in a good mood.
everything is a mess right now.
nothing will come out well.
i swear i hate this feeling.
i really do.

i lose the most precious thing.
the lose makes me complicated.
cause when i look aside.
it's not there like it should be in the first place.
i hope i get it back.
the one that makes me hypnotyzed.